I have been doing so much. Work is fantastic. Friends are fantastic. The family is fantastic. So I guess all is well.
This most recent weekend I took my first lone road trip. I drove from LA to Phoenix. I was visiting to check out my parents new home. It was... an experience for sure. I was VERY sick over the weekend, but am feeling much better now due to lots of liquid and prescribed antibiotics.
Their house.... is amazing. Great views. On Sunday I did manage to grab some snapshots of the sunrise over four peaks in Fountain Hills.
It was about 5 am, and I could no longer sleep due to my said illness. So woke up, sat on their HUGE wrap around patio, and snapped some pictures.
I'm glad I took a road trip by myself. It got a bit lonely at times, but it gave me plenty of time to think.
I thought about all sorts of things, like what I want, what I don't want. Who I miss, who I don't miss. Who I want to be, where I want to go, what am I looking for out my life.
Even though I thought about all those things, I still feel like I mostly have no clue about the last bit. I find myself always saying "I just go with it." Which I think is true for the most part.
But sometimes its nice to have a plan. So I'm trying to get my plan together. As I'm approaching the end of July. July was my former deadline. And I (hope) that I'm managing to squeeze by into the fall. LA, I'm not ready for us to break up yet. We still have lots to do together, me and you.
I don't have a lot else to say, just wanted to throw in an update. I guess we'll see where things go from here.
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