moon

I need to set a bedtime for myself. Now that I actually have a bed.

Going to sleep is hard. When you need to. If you're just feeling sleepy, its easy to fall asleep, but knowing that you NEED to go to sleep to be able to function the next day, well.. it just makes it that much harder.

Everything midterms is over Yay. But school is not. And I have a lot of stuff coming up that I will be taking care of. I do need a good night's rest for all of that jazz

So, goodnight moon.

Goodnight Red Balloon

Z

The Office

well. I do this thing. Where... I start to watch a television show on DVD. Generally I like to start with the first episode of the first season. And well I watch them all. Either until the season finale on DVD or until the most recent episode of the most recent season. And well now I'm sucked into another one.

I can officially say I am an "Office" fan. I'll just add it to my list of television shows to watch this fall. The list is getting long ! But I have to say that I would love to work for NBC television someday. They have some great shows that I'd love to be a part of.

Anyways, can't wait for the Sept 25 premiere ! :) See you then Scranton PA.

Z

the leaky ceiling

woah ! i fell asleep from 7pm tonight until about 10:40pm. But if the roommate had never came home, I'm pretty sure I would have slept through the night !

I used to have a lot of DVDs. And now I have none. And I am sad, but hopefully I'll get the money to replace most of them. At least the ones I watched the most!
I wish my ceiling wasn't leaking anymore. :(

By the way I'm stoked:
http://www.apple.com/trailers/wb/harrypotterandthehalfbloodprince/love z

entourage

is the best show ever.

the end

z

What it means

I feel so blah right now. I'm having trouble falling asleep at a decent hour. I have a leg cramp in my right leg. By body hates me and I'm finding myself caring less and less.

Not too sure what it is anymore that makes me so worthless lately.



Loss of motivation ? July physically and mentally drained me. I need to find my inspiration, my motivation... Not too sure where to look, but I know that I need to find some stat.



I would like to say that things will unfold and they will be great, but what do I do when it's hard for me to care. Fucking something come together. RIGHT NOW. Or I might just be fucked.



The one thing I love the most and that has always been a major part of my life, I'm finding hard to care about.

this is serious.



z


it means stability and life and everlasting, dependable, beautiful and forever growing.

spit it back out

bop bop boppity bop.
I feel like I should have watched the opening ceremony for the olympics.
I feel like a bowl of pasta with yummy cheese was maybe not so healthy for me.
I feel like I want ice cream.
I feel like Jacob will be here in one week.
And I feel like I can't wait.
Even though I can and I will have to.

This is really not that important. I was just writing to tell you that I had an okay day.

Was pretty tired this morning while trying to pay attention to my Protools 2 teacher. But was almost completely lost.

I saw Shawshank Redemption in our school's theater. Might I say, what a fantastic movie experience. Loved it.

That's all.

Peace,

Z

oh snap and no sleep

This is where it's at. I was looking for you today blog. I couldn't find you, because I forgot.. So I made a new one & now I have three. But I can delete the other ones, because this one is important..

And I can't sleep. Too many thoughts are running through my head. It's almost 5 AM PT. Why am I still fucking awake ? I need to yell at myself to GO TO SLEEEEEEEEEEP.

Oh, jeeze.. I guess I'll fall asleep sooner or later. Go away fucking crazy thoughts.

Peace blogz.

Z